Dear Pops

P.s. I guess I'll be blogging whenever I feel like it. Don't mind me saying come back next year. That's unlikely to happen. =)
I dropped some lines. Very personal..

You trying to justify
Explain and qualify
Your existence
With bold face lies
You continue to talk
But you won’t listen
Keep giving me alibi’s
For your short comings
And all the mistakes
You have made
In your lifetime
That have caused
Problems in mine
And when I try to tell you
Exactly how I feel
You ask for proof
I tell you the truth
You are pathetic
An emotional retard
With a hard core heart
And no understanding
Yet you keep on demanding
I dismiss my emotion
About you
But that ain’t gonna work
‘Cuz I still got the scars
From all the pain and the hurt
That you created
By not being home
Leaving me all alone
To raise myself
Without your input
Or instructions
No lessons on life
No fatherly advise
So don’t question
The choices I made
Or the mistakes
That got played
Out in my life
I had to learn on my own
Reap the seeds I had sown
But I still grew
No thanks to you
And I do
The right things today
To GOD I will pray
For us both
To be able to talk
To each other
Without argument
The past has been spent
And it’s gone
I’m all over it
And moving on
With a new lease on life
I’m on a mission
To make my future bright
Follow GOD’s light
Accomplish my goals
And I thank you
Respect you have earned
For donating the sperm
That is me